Rindu......

Masuk harini, lagi 14 hari je sebelum menjadi perantau. 

Macam2 rasa ada, rasa gembira, rasa takut, rasa berdebar debar lepas tu rasa,

"rasa sayang heh rasa sayang sayang heh,

heh lihat nona jauh rasa sayang sayang heh"

*Sambil berdikir barat sikit*

Yela, 15hb Nov ni I nak fly dah.. Sedih la nak berjauhan dengan family dan kawan2.. Macam ramai kawan je kan, padahal kawan ada 4 orang je :p 

Macam mana la hidup di perantauan ni ye? Korang mesti tertanya tanya di mana lokasi yg I akan jadi perantau ni kan? Ok la malas nak buat korang tertanya tanya, I nak sambung study. Nak fly ke Manchester nanti.. 

Hehe, gurau je. 

Kueng kueng kueng kena tipu. 

Sbenarnya nak fly ke sini.

*gambar ni edit semata mata ye*

Hahahaha jangan marah noh..

I nak fly ke Machang, Kelantan laa..Takde la jauh mano pong sbenanye. Tapi disebabkan tak pernah jejak kaki kat Kelantan seumur hidup kat Malaysia ni.. Terasa macam hidup kat perantauan la pulop!

Lagi yang paling rindu bila dah fly nanti. Ceh nak jugak guna ayat fly tu. Takpa2 bukan selalu kan :p

Yang paling rindu ialah I punya Baby..

Meh tunjuk gambar baby ni sikit..

*menggayakan baju hard rock moscow*

BF bagi baju tu :p

Ini la Baby I.. Nail nama dia. Muhammad Izz Nail. Enshem kan macam orangnya?

Sebab apa rindu? Yela sebab hari2 makan sama2. Bangun pagi pergi beli donut kat kedai nasi lemak sama2, tido sama2.. Dan yang paling dirindui ialah nak 'ngompol' sama2.. Hahaha takda la kitorang tak ngompol la :p

Lagi akan rindu masakan mama yang tercinta.

*nak cium mama*

Lagi kan, tibe2 terasa rindu kat tempat belajar lama..

Kat mana? Kat Multimedia University Melakau..

Ini sedikit memori tercipta semasa di MMU Melakau..

Okay itu saja nak bagitau harini.. 

Terima kasih kerana sudi membaca :)

MS

i love my bf so much!

because :

-he is my boyfriend-

-a good boyfriend-

-i like his smile-

-he is so sweet-

-gentleman-

-the one who understand me-

-have a responsibility-

-smart-

now :

-i miss him so badly-

-i want to meet you-

-please come into my dreams-

-saya nak awak cepat2 balik MAS-

:(

Today and Yesterday

last met before he's going back to Russia :')

i pick him up at the Star Station (Cempaka) by motocycle

and then we go straight to the point..

whats the point?

hahaha~

going to KLCC..

okay.. and then..

*okay sayang, masa untuk berposing"

nah the last picture before we go home ;)

"awak kelihatan segak bermotor besar syg"

*ILY*

So Cute~~ :p

15WAYSTOKEEP Relationship Working

1. LoveEachOther

2. Don't Lie

3. Keep Communication Open

4. Stay Sweet

5. When You Get Hurt Just Forgive and Forget

6 .Never Talk About Break-Ups

7. Never Say It's Okay Even When It's Not

8. Forget About Pride

9. If You Say Sorry Mean It

10. Don't Compare Your Past With Your Present

11. Don't Talk About Your Stupid EX's

12. Give and Take Process

13. Beware Of Your Partner's Feeling

14. When You Had A Fight, Don't Let The Day Pass

15. Don't Be The Perfect One, Be The Right One

22 January 2011

a happy day.

I met my boyfriend after four months when we are away.

And this is our first met for 2011.

So, all these are souvenir from Russia.

Given by my boyfriend.

I love you baby..

Actually there is other more.

Russia calendar, Kisses, Keychain, and Cars

Thank you for everything baby..

~Love you more than everything~

4 January 2011

i love you today,

more than i loved you yesterday.

every passing minute bring me a little closer to you.

new feelings start in my heart for you.

wishing i was close by instead of being miles away

just to hold you in my arms

and tell you that

'I LOVE YOU'

Last night

Last night.. I'm trying ti sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud. and I'm remebering all these things that I've done. So, I turn to my side and face all the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more.. I see his face now, you know, the boy i told you about. Now, I know i won't able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs.

The voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bd and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breath. I turn the lights iff and try to sleep again. It's going to be a long night..

:)

Since yesterday,
There is an empty space.

The world is not the same.

If I can go back to the place we've been,

If I can live all those moments again,

And wishing you were here..

All those lonely nights,
I lied on my bed and cried..


I still think of you.
Yes i do..

IMY :')

Missing you... a feeling if missing you.. Loving you.. a feeling of having you near me.. Though you're far away.. you're always in my heart.. I feel you close to me in dreams, in reality, in feeling.. You're the sunshine that touch my face and touch my heart in the new morning each day.. I'll never forget all the loving words you said :( It touch my heart so deep..

Please tell me...

How can i survive without you?

Can't you see my tears just falling down once again on my face at this lonely endless night? It's all because of missing you..

Sometimes i hope.. that i didn't love you deep, so that i would not be so pain like now because to be so far apart from you.. But i must tell you, I am sorry that I can't stop loving you this deep because my feeling tell me that no one that i love as deep as i love you..

You're the only one having the key to my heart.. My love will run deeply each passing days at this lonely night here..

I just want to say 'I Love You'.. Can you feel what i feel?

For the first time in my life, I wanted someone I could keep to treasure my heart and my soul.. and to hold me in my sleep. And I still wish that we could have that true love and forever.. but reality stole my happy ending.

If i ask, what would you say? Would you dare to throw it all away?

The words 'I miss you' can not display the depths of how i care. I can't stop thinking about you.. Wondering if you thinking of me too.