Last night.. I'm trying ti sleep, but the voices in my head are too loud. and I'm remebering all these things that I've done. So, I turn to my side and face all the wall, and breathe slowly. Close my eyes, open them, close them once more.. I see his face now, you know, the boy i told you about. Now, I know i won't able to sleep. I suppose this is why most people are insomniacs.
The voices won't go away, the memories keep coming back. I turn the lights on, sit on the edge of my bd and cry. Just a little bit, just to make it easier to breath. I turn the lights iff and try to sleep again. It's going to be a long night..